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A FREAKING addiction is what he is How can such a ridiculous thing be? All I can do is feed the addiction No matter how much torture it’s for me He understands nothing about this love He turns away from who he really is Past is better than this hellish present Numbers are in the way of everything I don’t care what they say and never will I bleed my love for you a crimson red You come with a band aid but its for you I become numb to all that surrounds me Until one day you finally see it But its too late for this realization I am long gone from this sick game of love

he's an addiction a FREAKING addiction how can that be? all i can do is feed no matter how much torture it is he understands nothing he's blind to my true nature he's blind to HIS true nature past is better than this present numbers are in the way of this love i dont care what the say i bleed my love for you you come with a band aid but its for yourself i become numb to all until one day you finally see but then its too late i am long gone from this sick game of love

           "ok well i hope i havent freaked you out."           "naw dont worry bout it i understand how you feel. you gotta take a break every now and then."           "tara get up! its already 12 i doubt you need all this sleep honey!" screams my mom. my heads pounding and i can barely get up. everything comes back to me and all i can do is run into the bathroom ands stare at myself. "how can aaron even look at me. i'm a nobody. he's to good to be true," i think to myself. then it finally hits me i have to meet him today to catch up on work. i grab my phone flip it open. 3 missed calls and 7 new text messages. the anticipation was murde

 “Run, run, run, keep it up!” I think to myself. Running from the cops is an ecstatic event. It creates unneeded tension and electricity in the air. I felt the rush, the electricity, the tension, and the adrenaline. Or was that all happening because Aaron was holding my hand keeping me steady.  Let me explain how we got into this predicament. We were just dancing at this party when all of a sudden we hear some people scream for us to shut up. Then we see cops come through the gate to the backyard with flashlights. Basically all of us sprint out the back since obviously you shouldn’t drink and do drugs in front of the cops.